He, the bygone

" ... 'love' is a snarled up word itself that has countless interpretations to satisfy countless set of minds. The word itself is flawed; and something that has an infirm foundation is feckless. Though I'm not holding anyone responsible here. Anyhow, going with the notion of love at first sight, *smiles* - it's not a great platform to disclose my lovelife but ...

We stumbled across unexpectedly, and out of a crowd of 12 - 14 she was the one; not because she was the prettiest of 'em all, but 'cause she had a blend of originality and pretense at the same time. The way she talked, the way she carried herself, the way she did everything was something ...

Second time I bumped into her was after a gap of one year, and again it all started from scratch and from then on it was an up curve. The day I layed my eyes on her, till now, I have always liked her. She's been an extremely amazing person.

Anyhow, she was older than me, a year or so, and got married, but of course, not to me. I liked her; I didn't love her, not that I can't breath without her, not that I cried for her. She was just the best girl I ever met.

I know her for years now - and you know,

She's not the girl I dreamed of, but
She's probably the girl I wish I dreamt of.
Sometimes reality could be
A much more pleasant feeling than dreams.
You call this a love experience or anything you desire;

I call it a 'timeless feeling' -
Something that happened but didn't ever exist."

- He, the bygone -

There's more to life than just running around for that 'someone special'.